Well, I guess this is it.

Had a rough year.

Lost my grandpa to cancer.
Lost my mother to a divorce because she's a cheating whore.
Possibly losing my girlfriend, we're on a break right now, and it's not looking good.

Makes me wish I had a time machine so I can fix the past to prevent the future from becoming so grim...

So goes the world.

It's been a long time, hasn't it?

Well... Many things have happened as of lately.

After 5 and a half years of searching, I believe I might have found the perfect girl. My recent girlfriend is amazing. She enjoys and takes a liking in everything I do, and I the same with her. It's almost like a mirrored image of myself. She's probably the only thing keeping me sane as of now.

In other news, my grandpa is dying of cancer. I've been to the hospital numberous times to help him get around. His medication confuses him slightly, and he tends to forget about his broken hip, and tries to get around without his walker.. It's sad to watch, but someone has to do the job.

Speaking of jobs, I got a job as a computer technician at Staples, but got fired because I fixed one of my bosses computers, and didn't charge him. It was kind of ridiculous, but I guess thats how policy goes...

I'm glad to see some of my old friends continue to post their pieces on here. I enjoy checking on deviantart every moment or so to see what all new things are posted, and how my friend's skills are developing.

Well, I thought I'd update everyone on what's going on in my world.. You all take care, and enjoy life to it's fullest.

-Martin Bledsaw

So, I'm on break at work, and some movie on the tv is playing Rammstein's Du Hast on it, so I'm freaking out!

But other than that, it has been a while since I've updated my journal, so what better day to do it than on a work day??

Lately there have been some complications going on between me and friends... It's all confusing, but it seems that everytime I do something, someone takes it the wrong way. I needed some time alone, so I went hiking out at a local forest/park. I brought my camera and got some nice portrait photos. If you want to see them, I have them up on my myspace. [link]

If you want to add me, go ahead, but make sure you message me first and let me know you know me from deviantart.

Other than that, the school year is almost over, and I'll finally be able to take a break. I might get back on World of Warcraft haha! Well, I don't know... Anyways, hope everyone is having a good time. Take care...

How's everyones Spring Break going? Mine was fun while it lasted.

-Went to a party
-Worked
-Hung out with my friends
-Worked
-Went to work
-and....... worked

Yeah, work sucks. I sit on my behind all day and talk on a phone. It's so boring. And to make things worse, I have to go back to school tomorrow >.<

Why can't the college life be like the movies??

Oh well, I did meet this awesome girl though! She's convinced me to take up a more physical hobby than my usual drawing and sitting at work. Picture this if you can, but rollerblading. Yeah, I fell trying to go straight like twice, I dunno... My bum is sore though. But oh well, practice makes perfect!

Some of you may have heard of my recent breakup... It is much worse than I had feared...

It would seem that one of my lifelong friends has deceived me and the ears of the one of I was with.

All of a sudden, they've became really friendly... TOO friendly, in fact.

Now that I can't turn to anyone for the truth, I must take measures into my own hands. I will seek the truth, and I will find it.

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